A different post was planned for tonight - but given the weather here and my mood after updating the Our Story section. I say let the
SUN SHINE
A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam. And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world. But then it flies on again, and though we wish it could have stayed, we feel so lucky to have seen it.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
HOPE...
The first Advent candle lit today represents HOPE. I have found it defined as confident expectation, anticipation of a sure and certain future.
In writing on HOPE, Pope Benedict states "it is not that they know the details of what awaits them, but they know in general terms that their life will not end in emptiness". Tyra's life was full of HOPE & far from empty.
HOPE could be seen in Tyra's trusting eyes.
HOPE was expressed in Tyra's signature smile.
In writing on HOPE, Pope Benedict states "it is not that they know the details of what awaits them, but they know in general terms that their life will not end in emptiness". Tyra's life was full of HOPE & far from empty.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Creating this BLOG...
For weeks I have been following Blogs of mothers of children with special needs. Some mothers write of their childs current medical journeys while others write of their own journeys through grief. During Tyra's life we were blessed that given her level of involvement she was incredibly healthy. When she was hospitalized last October I did not create a site to document her medical journey as I really did not view Tyra as chronically ill. Yes, I knew she was not well but that is why we were at the hospital and she was going to get better. Since she died last March I have strived to not identify myself to others as the grieving mother. Yes, I miss her so very much. She was "The LOVE of my LIFE". I chose to parent Tyra, I fought to parent Tyra, I wanted nothing more then to parent Tyra for the rest of my life. THIS... is not the journey I had envisioned. With this said, shortly after Tyra died someone close to me shared "Tyra's life was not a tragedy, for you to succumb to your grief would make her story into a tragedy". So, this Blog will allow me to share HER LIMITLESS JOY - HER BOUNDLESS LOVE & OUR ENDLESS MEMORIES. I spent time today searching for a template to brighten up the page and decided that Tyra's images and stories are all that is needed.
HOPE - PEACE - JOY - LOVE
Those that know me have heard me say before that I am spiritual but not religious. I do believe in God it's just that I am not knowledgeable when it comes to formal religion. I have tried to live a good life 'doing the right things for the right reasons' just because. I had known Advent Calendars to be a countdown to when Santa would arrive and not symbolic of a Journey. As I continue on my own Journey I have decided that on each day of Advent I will share a piece of Tyra's story for it is full of HOPE - PEACE - JOY & LOVE. I smile at the colors, purple & pink, with their own symbolism but so TOTALLY ^TYRA^.
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